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j0hnny:

So after 2 nights of clubbing I have officially come to this conclusion: pretty girls make me nervous. it sounds so lame, and so effin highschool middleschool-ish, but i can’t be any more straight forward. I need a serious confidence boost. This is killing me being so shy.  I’m on the dance floor dolo just doin’ the damn thing, and frankly, i don’t care. *NOT TO SOUND COCKY OR CONCEITED* (and if i do, I apologize in advance…) but i KNOW i can dance.

My friends tell me “Oh wow, dude you could bag that chick. They’re vibin’ you hard body. Go talk to her” As I nervously turn around like i’m in a horror movie, what do I see? Them “eye fucking” me (Thank you Wedding Crashers) and even sometimes I may get lucky and they actually nod or wave (I’m so nerdy, sorry Tumblr)…. and that right there, my Blog buddies, is where my nervousness comes into play. In this scenario I tell myself “Oh no. She is like drop dead gorgeous. There’s no way in Hell she doesn’t have a boyfriend, or is already talking to someone seriously” I know it’s not like I’m going to wife them up on the spot or anything but still…boys can be boys. I’m sure we’ve all felt this feeling… school dances, parties, etc.

I have umm..oh whats the term I’m looking for.. Oh, I have “bagged chicks” before, but I don’t know why I felt so confident during those times. I …see? I can’t even type what I want to say. I just get so shook up when someone is actually interested in me…because….no one ever is. lol This sucks. No I am not looking for sympathy or anything, but it hit me hard tonight after realizing all of this. I don’t want to walk up and look like a creep. Chances are, I’d trip on my set of words I was hoping to say and they’d walk away. Or trip on my own feet…because I’m foolish like that when it comes to this stuff.  Like really, what do you say? “Hi”.. *crickets chirp*   see, whats the next step after Hi and hello? Although I can’t even get over that simple hill first *dramatic sigh* lol. yeah yea yeah, i actually blogged about this. I know other people have it worse and probably just wasted precious time from your life…but it’s my blog…and you’re reading it. lol

Oh confidence booster…where are you when I need you. Soon to be 22 in August, and pretty girls still make me nervous.

*yeah yeah nigga. grow some nuts, man up, n just talk to ‘em. it ain’t that serious. = typical advice.

oh believe me… it is THAT serious.. lol if you’re nerdy ‘ol me.

ps. not saying I am against “unattractive” girls, it’s just when I find a girl who is very good looking (in my opinion) that is actually into me, I get weirded out because that rarely never happens. Pretty girls make me nervous. FML.

and that is my PSA for today.

 yo i know exactly how u feel man .ive experienced how u felt multiple times .& its not like u dont wanna go over there & just talk to them buh its just that something is holding me back & i dont know what it is .like nervousness holds me back because it”ll make me stutter & not think straight .

the way i got over my so-calld “fear” i just thought about the situation .so im just at a party & as u would say a girl is “eye fucking” me .so i have never seen this girl in my whole life & chances of seeing her again after tonite slim to non so i had that in my mind .so i think about it &im like i could just be myself & walk right up to her & start a conversation saying “hi” or “i saw u over here & i had to come over & introduce myself” or something stupid & funny that will make them cause thas how i am &if she doesnt like it then theres gonna have to be another pretty “eye fucking” since already there was one pretty girl who did .& the worst thing a random girl who never met before can do is say no or reject u in anyway because chances of u meetin her again in the future is slim to non .so all u have to do is get over a lil hump of fear of rejection because that was my nervousness problem .so just be urself & if they dont like it, move on .

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